But she... only sleeps, with me.

I knew I had that song on my computer.
I'm not completely... forgetful.
I guess.
That sentence came out weird.
I should've started it differently.
That's not even the point I was trying to get across.

Okay, I'm so pissed.
I was looking up herbal cigarettes, and they all have tar in them.
And that's what I"m trying to get away from.
So... that's dumb.
I'm just going to smoke tea leaves or something.
I read this blog, and this chick did that, and she's still posting, so...
And I'll use organic.
But, smoking totally appeals to me.
Just not conventional cigarettes.
Those are bad.
Anyway...

I was out dancing in my secret place, and this really attractive guy was totally hitting on me.
I gave him my number.
It was amazing.
He's like, two years older than me, but that appeals to me.
Younger men are disgusting.

I have found a new friend!
It's great.
She is so weird.
We were eating lunch together today in my cubicle, and we reminisced about how we stole things as young children, and we talked about shampoo.
It was really fun.

I have more, but I'm going to stop there.
Sorry, no extra digital content.

Here is this.

He is so attractive.
Right?
Just... copy and paste.
Watch the whole thing... but it's at the beginning and end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHOPJ4XeHIE&feature=related

Weekend Update

This is my weekend update.

I went to that icky thing with my family.

It wasn't as bas as I thought it would've been.

But then again, nothing is.

I ate a salad, and one of my girlfriends from Saint Cloud came up and she came back to my house for the long-weekend.

We had a good time.

We made some crap, and did some shit on the Wii.

Fun was had by all.

I ate so much.

I couldn't stop being hungry.

And today, I wasn't hungry at all.

I was so depressed today.

I didn't want to get out of bed.

I wanted to cry like, all day but I couldn't because I was out in public.

I remembered something about myself today.

I get jealous so bad and so easily, and for really stupid reasons.

And then I get sad.

It's bad.

Augh!

I got carbonated beverage in my hair and it's so sticky.

I'm going to go wash it out.

I can't wait to take a shower tonight.

I have to go to this thing tonight for my band.

I don't really want to go.

But I have to.

Hey, Mr. Big is going to be there.

No!

Not Chris Noth!

This guy who, I guess I would say I'm sexually attracted to him, but I'm not like, trying to get him to like me, but if he does then that's absolutely fantastic.

You know?

Sorry, that was kind of hard to follow.

Maybe.

To me it makes sense, but I came up with it, so naturally it would.

IF I was trying to make sense.

Even if I wasn't I think I could still follow it myself.

Or at least make something up to it, but that's just me, I like to make things up.

Hmm...

I love kissing.

I had this thought kind of, and it was kind of like a situation that I came up with in my mind, and it made me really happy, but I can't remember what it was.

That makes me sad, because I liked it.

It was like a dream that I had when I was awake.

Crap-o.

Lately, not lately, like, the past six months or so I've had a really hard time separating my dreams from reality.

Like, I got really pissed at one of my friends for something that happened in my dream, and I seriously thought that it happened for real. But it didn't.

And I was really really confused.

That happens to me all the time.

If you leave I just don't think I could take it.

I'm listing to "Ladies of Cambridge" by Vampire Weekend.

It's a really good song.

I love it so much.

I got it this weekend.

I highly recommend it.

Now I'm going to look at the free song/video of the week.

They were all very bad.

I didn't like the free song, the discovery, or the video.

Another bad week.

Last week was bad too.

But the one before was pretty good.

If you haven't looked at them you can skip it.

Or look out of curiosity.

I would if I was in this situation.

Because I can't take not knowing something.

You know?

I'm going to stop before I ramble.

I'm so sick.

It hurts me physically.

Besides that I had a pretty good day.

It made me happy.

But I was so sick.

It was groos.

Not gross, groos.

I like that better.

But yeah.

I had some Chinese for dinner.

It was pretty much delicious.

There is a party in my tummy.

So yummy, so yummy.

*Sigh*...

Mmm...

My fortune was pretty much the second best one I've ever got.

It said:

"The current year will bring much happiness."

... In bed.

Isn't that what you're supposed to put afterwords?

I'm pretty sure it is.

But still.

Awesome, right?

I've got a thing for you, You've got thing for me.

I'm listing to the free music video of the week form iTunes.

It's like, the best one so far.

Ever since they started that, I've only disappointed with it like, twice.

Which is pretty impressive I think.

*Cough cough*

Yuck.

*Burp*

Whoa.

That was pretty much the best.

But oh, today I was so sick.

I didn't not feel pretty at all.

Which is weird because actually like, two people made me feel pretty today.

Hmm...

If that makes sense.

But it should.

Yeah.

I love boys.

My thing was awful.

My butt hurts.

I had to sit on a plastic slab for like, two hours.

It was so awful.

Oh, I was looking at this thing, and I thought that Eric--you know, Eric--was going to come up here, but it looks like not.

I wanted to be like, "Look, I'm still desirable to you. Ha ha! You can't have me!"

And that would've been awesome.

He is such a bigot.

But he can't help it.

I have mixed feelings about the situation.

Mmm...

My brain is... broken.

It needs to be fixed.

I'm so proud of myself though.

Today, I went beyond my comfort zone.

Even thought I probably shouldn't have, but I still did it.

Yeah...

Go myself.

I need to get some Cherry ChapStick.

Not because of that, but because of something else.

Eww...

Sometimes, I don't much care for Pop culture these days.

But I do like ska.

That's the other thing.

Ask me if you want clarification.

I had a good idea.

But it is a silly one.

I'm going to cut this off all of a sudden.

Please don't void your bowls on my rug.

I came home early today.

I am sick.

Hmm...

Blogging in the afternoon.

Ha ha...

Afternoon delight.

I like that song.

It's okay.

Hmm.

I have nothing else really to say.

Crap.

I can't find my phone charger, and my phone is dead.

That is a bad situation.

I'm sure it's under the couch somewhere.

Still.

People are going to be curious of my whereabouts in about an hour.

I'm going to take a much needed nap.

Then I have work to do.

I have a question.

Never mind.

I can't word it the way I want to.

It sounds really dumb.

I will just ask Cj or Kasey.

They always have an answer for these kinds of questions.

Today was a very sexy day.

A very sexy one indeed.

Not, like, sexy...

wait let me change it,

Today was a very marvellous day.

No, not even.

It was just good.

It was very good.

On the high end of good.

Anyway...

But yeah, it was a very sexy day.

Some of the sexy was weird and uncomfortable, but otherwise it was good.

I had a conversation with that guy.

You know who I'm talkin' about.

The one I talked about a while ago.

I... it sounds lame, but I could not stop smiling afterwords.

It was good.

But yeah, a real- though three sentence- conversation.

It's a start...

And then the other guy, from my dream a while back, he got pretty close to me.

In real life even.

Not in a dream.

I'm lame.

But it was good for me.

Still though...

In the middle of the day I just kind of deflated.

I got pretty depressed.

Not about anything, but you know that feeling.

'Twas just sad.

But I'm pretty good right now.

I can't wait until Cj calls me and I can tell her about my day.

She makes me happy.

Ha ha...

I want to have kinky sex in a shower somewhere.

That will be a goal of mine.

I will have to write that down with the others.

I'm going post my goals on here someday.

I think they are pretty good.

I would love someone else's opinion when I do.

(Large wink)

loveyougoodbye

Today was a busy day...

Well, not really.

It was actually rather boring.

I watched some movies, loitered, and played my clarinet.

Oh!

Also, I walked right into a love triangle.

Yeah, tell me about it.

It consists of me, and Best friend, and this guy.

Is this cliché or what?

I'm totally serious about it too.

I always thought this situation would be an easy one, but boy was I wrong.

More on this story as it develops.

Which won't be until at least Wednesday because I have Monday and Tuesday off.

Here is an interesting picture that I think describes my situation perfectly.

This should be added too.

Okay, normally I'm against posting things twice in one day, but I think it would be a good idea to post my dreams on here, because they are mildly entertaining.

Okay, here is one I had a couple nights ago.

I was walking around inside this big building, okay? And all of the people who are in one of my business classes, were there, and we were walking around, and all of a sudden it got very dark and this fog started to roll in, which was weird because were were inside, and then this fountain full of green stuff and fog popped up in the middle of the room, and I ran into this guy I sit next too in my class in real life and I leaned in to hug him, but it was just his waist, and we just stood there for a while, and then he picked me up and we ran out into this canyon, and we were running from something and all of a sudden these boulders that were alive were chasing us and we ran into a cave, and Kyle was there, and we said 'hi' and then left and run up this cliff into this house were this women was entertaining a weird group of people, and she was talking about the renovations she had made to her house, and I was thinking that it was just a horrible thing to do with a house because there was all this wasted space and these stupid shelves that had no purpose, but then the guy picked me up again and we jumped out the window, and the boulders were chasing us again, and then we ran up another cliff to Ireland, and then we walked into a pub, and it was the same pub from the movie about the two guys that go to England and one gets killed and the other is a werewolf, you know that movie, which is a good movie, but I haven't seen it in a while, so it was weird that it was in my dream, but then we started to drink champagne, and there was so much of it, and then we ran away in to this field back into the library type building we were in in the beginning of my dream and then the dream started over again, and I woke up.

It was a good dream.